Alive

Confusion is a natural feeling for me

I cannot relive the past or undo the things done

Disappointment and expectation are the crossroads that often meet

Trying to hear the silence hidden in the noise

I shall stay alive

Tears and sleep seem to go hand in hand

And I wonder if time is going to slow down

Hoping to get another chance to survive this war

The war of rising up after every fall

I shall stay alive

Standing at the ledge, staring at the sun

Feeling every emotion as strongly as i can

Wishing i could fly and just let down my inhibitions

Running towards the light that seems distant and bleak

I shall stay alive

Keeping happiness close and pain closer

Stretching out my arms wide to accept everything

Making a small change in my thinking

I shall stay alive

Reason

A reason to live
A reason to scream my thoughts among the crowd
A reason to not make everyone laugh but smile
A reason to be a true friend for a long time
A reason to be happy to see a new change
A reason to not care what people think
A reason to be brave and be yourself
A reason to dance amidst the rain
A reason to like a girl again
A reason to have an aim
A reason to trust and gain trust
A reason to walk an extra mile in pain
A reason to smell the morning sun
A reason to run towards your fear
A reason to accept the darkness in me
A reason to make people see the real me
A reason to sing aloud in bus
A reason to feel every emotion
A reason to have a reason
A reason to live, live again