Alive

Confusion is a natural feeling for me

I cannot relive the past or undo the things done

Disappointment and expectation are the crossroads that often meet

Trying to hear the silence hidden in the noise

I shall stay alive

Tears and sleep seem to go hand in hand

And I wonder if time is going to slow down

Hoping to get another chance to survive this war

The war of rising up after every fall

I shall stay alive

Standing at the ledge, staring at the sun

Feeling every emotion as strongly as i can

Wishing i could fly and just let down my inhibitions

Running towards the light that seems distant and bleak

I shall stay alive

Keeping happiness close and pain closer

Stretching out my arms wide to accept everything

Making a small change in my thinking

I shall stay alive